Here I am back at home. Fighting with myself not to revert to the way I was before I left. So far, I'm doing a pretty good job. But as many people know... people don't really change. They get older, wiser and in better control of themselves. But they're still them in the long run.
I've been here for 2 weeks so far. 3 to go... It's been great seeing all my old friends again. There's a lot of things I'm trying to sort out and getting myself back where I want to be is a lot of work. It is easier with friendly faces and encouragement all around me. For so long I blocked out my friends and listened to one voice that wasn't very nice.
One thing I'm very upset about is my music. I've got so much sitting on my computer almost done... and I wish I could work on it here in Tucson. Alas my computer is somewhere between Germany and NY at the moment. It's been driving me nuts.
A note on life... one does need perspective to grow and learn. You can't fix any problems if they're right in your face. It's also timing. You can't force yourself to be ready to deal with things. When the time comes though, solutions will await you.
Here's to me being a little more active on this site as well...
-Anthony
